Okay, so. I'm currently in the process of weeding through all the song/band suggestions left on fb. I'm digging the distillers the most so far. I'm also waiting on buying a computer until I have a job, which i hope is soon! I don't want to wait anymore, and I'm getting super excited. I've also been researching vintage/toy camera photography, and I think i might invest the $20-50 dollars and get one of those cameras. the only problem is figuring out which one i want between the holga/diana+. Also figuring out where I can print film like that, as I only know how to do b+w photography, and even that was many years ago. And i don't have access to a dark room. *sigh*.

I don't care if no one reads this. I'm posting this for the offchance you do.


Nothing like getting pregnant and then breaking up with the baby-daddy. Who called it, back in KINDERGARDEN? yeah, thats right, me.

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Ugh that feels too good to be true. I'm so excited. Due to a random ass search on the internet, I found it, and I showed my mom and she thinks its a good deal and a great idea. We still have to talk to my dad, and then check it out which I think we are going to do on saturday regardless. We were planning on getting me a car once I graduated and got a job, but I think this presented itself a lot sooner. This is pretty much exactly the car I want. The 2009 models come with heated seats, but I've lived my whole life without them, I'm sure I won't die.

So I've switched my pill, and am now scheduled to take the same one as Liz. XD Not my choice, I just called the doctor and told them that I wasn't happy with my current one, and they prescribed this one. Liz hasn't reported any problems, so I'm hoping that I won't either.

I also changed my nose stud. Its pretty green, kinda the same color as glow in the dark green. Sea foam? Yes. I also have a white one and a turquoise one. PRETTY! I'm just overly pleased with myself because I didn't freak out, and I was able to change my nose piercing, even though I wasn't able to change my ears way back in the day. W00t

I need to go through my clothes and get rid of about half of them. I have way to much, and I never really wear a good portion of them. I would also like to get rid of my younger looking clothes and get a more mature feel. Thats what I'm hoping anyway.

I am done pretending that I don't have sex. Its so irritating sometimes hanging with a bunch of V's. I'm tired of thinking of it as something thats not OK, when its very ok.

Ugh, I've been dragging my feet on this damn paper for far to long. I thought the less time I had to work on it, the more motivated I would have been to get shit done. Turns out I was wrong. I really don't get it though, the topic I have to work with is one that I am sincerely stoked to be working on. I dunno. I think I honestly get thrown off when the words "8-10 pages" and "research paper" are used in the same sentence. Every time I sit down to work on it, my brain just shuts off. Its actually quite painful. Right now I should be either working on the paper, or cleaning/packing up my room, and I'm sitting here wining about it instead. I win at life.

I think I may get my haircut thursday after I finish this paper as a sort of celebratory act. I'm thinking short. My hair grows ridiculously fast anyway. I got my hair dyed pink about a month and a half ago, and already I've got a good inch of brown. I'm just afraid of cutting it short and then not liking it and being stuck with it for a while. But then again, its fucking hair, and it will grow back.

Ugh, I'm writing this down for my own personal rememberings.

Tomorrow- Ceramics clean up at 10:30, Irish class at 12, Ceramic work afterwards.
Saturday: 9:am meeting with potential apt people. afterwards nap? 4pm *cough*dnd*cough*
Sunday: Work on Lindisfarne gospels/celtic literature paper aka potential all day nap?
Monday: work on paper
Tuesday at 5pm- meet with librarian research assistant (?) about said paper.
Wednesday at 4ish? meet with teacher about paper


All I want more than anything is an alchohol induced slumber party. Heavy emphasis on the slumber portion, but alas, I need to work on my Irish language paper. >.<